Name:wT
Bdae:07061987
What I Adore________
sTaRiNg iDly aT sTaRs(siMplY sAid iS i LyK tO sTonE lo)
~e UniVerSe iS juSt sO sImpLy AmAzIng~
What I Hate_________
Ai yO!Dun hAte!!!it mAkes yA a bIttEr pErsOn-leArn to foRgiVe n ForGet =)
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i've been in a pensive mood this whole sem...almost on the verge of becuming a brooder...i guess it has to do with my america trip during the 3mth sch break....
i marvel at the wonders of the world (those that i had set foot on and those that hopefully i get the chance to experience) and how insignificant i seem comparably, i gaped at the unpredicability of human nature...and there in the midst of it all, i struggle to keep up....still struggling even after soo many months had passed....there's juz so many things out there that i'm still ignorant about...so many things out there and yet here i'm am worrying abt insignificant stuff lyk lab report deadlines exams etc tt i have no use of in the real life....there's still so much out there tt i wanna learnt and explore but i'm still tied down by worldly worries lyk studies which seems so unimportant to me nw...and money....i'm really hungry for knowledge...practical knowledge tt i can apply in real life....like how to navigate...how to cope in a diff environment and so so much more that i dunno abt....is this just a phase from a teenager to a mature young adult now tt i'm 21? i've gotta admit i've mature...it's just a feeling i guess...i'm no longer interested in hearing gossips abt othersn( maybe nt as much=))...towards eerything i juz adopt a lacklustre attitude....i simply juz ignore it all and stayed in my own enclosed space in my mind...thinking..reflecting...on how much i had grown....i mean there's still so much more stuff out there tt is better worth my attention than minor stuff lyk others' lovelife, comparing of results and all...it's juz so not worth it...i'm juz wasting my youth away sitting here and lament then nothing else...i guess yes, i'm lazy but in my subconcious i wanna absorb everything every knowledge out there waiting for me to unravel....i juz nid sum motivation...motivation to tear my eyes off this monitor i guess and do sum meaningful stuff....
